Breakup Zone 2 (Crush?Nerh)

The first day we started this journey in the Children service I've always had a huge crush on you. You had your friends; I had mine...I always told myself we can't be compatible. Why? Cuz you were damn rich and my family was quite average. We graduated. You moved out I forgot about you . At my sister's graduation dinner you seemed so nice I thought we could start a friendship... just that...nothing more....we started on facebook...we became busy, then later in life I was in the US. It all got in my head and I started feeling something other than friendship for you...everyone said it was love. My Twinie (my heart, my bff you stole for yourself that I didn't complain because my Twinie deserves the very best in life including a best friend I never had to talk to and share stuff with) agreed....your sister thought so too saying you felt the same. One thing you overlook is I'm never playing hard to get...Just my upbringing and my mindset about guys....Oh you were the best...you loved me I loved you so much.. I'll pray; literally pray that we won't hurt each other and that this will be forever. But I guess not....everything changed when I wasn't around..I felt I was loosing you and I've lost you really I have ...but you keep popping in my brain....oh I don't even know why I'm crying like this... I almost lost my Twinie to you. Thank God that didn't happen because it will break my heart....I used to be the one you checked on and cared about but now it seems I never existed. I don't care anymore ..I'm fed up of living this life. Please let me go...let me move on...........